Although so much is happening all at the same time, I refuse to dwell on the negative and focus on what needs to be done first. I don't want to sink and not be able to swim back to the shore. It's a been there, done that thing. It was exhausting, and I see no point in going back.
So amidst all the rush for the long overdue Cebu trip on Tuesday and all the noise that has been been circulating in my air, I am in a steady state. I choose to be. And I am sticking by my choice. I guess I'm just probably over that stage of whinning and ranting over the same things time and again. And guess what? Nothing happens when do that. Everything remains the same.
Well, things are a little better. And I am learning to live without my security blanket wrapped around me. It has been awhile and what happened was inevitable. I saw it coming last year, and I guess, facing it now than later on in life is doing me some good.
Although I can't honestly say that I am happy, I know I don't have regrets. I often tell myself that this is a one day at a time thing. No need to pressure myself. I know I will be okei. I have that much faith that things will get better.
And as I have said, when we need to find the path, the light leading to it shines the brightest.
3 comments:
just don't forget to stop and smell the flowers. :)
i love this about you. you're so filled with the positive things in life. :)
tani:
so far, it has been really toxic. if stopping to smell the flowers mean getting myself a good thai massage right across the street from where i stay, then i just did =)
{illyria}:
i am a lover of the sun, and anything bright and sunny is a sign of positivity. =)
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