just wow.

it has been ages. while life was happening, i chose to just sit still and let life consume me. there were days when i woke up looking forward to what the new sunrise will bring. and then there were days when i felt like succumbing to exhaustion and frustration. i saw myself being pulled in all directions, tried and tested with every possible curve ball. i am still here. i just don't know if i still have the strength to move. all i know is i musn't stop. mechanically, maybe. i just know that this was my choice so i am embracing it with arms wide open and with eyes shut tight.